Lift this feeling high and away
Thought it was over and done with
*HA*
Guess life paints a different picture
Gray tones take over into black
*cry*
Fighting it off with the positivity
Trying to keep head about water
*breath*
Confidently keep moving forward
With bags under my eyes telling my secret
*fuck*
Sometimes just can't keep it in
Can't find a simple release
*confused*
What makes me tick
What makes me sick
*blah*
Forget this enigma and hide
Live in life this blindly
*sigh*
Complacency is a form of survival
Where's the fight, where's the fire
*fizzle*
The glow of the embers remain
LIGHT THAT DAMN FIRE
(written October 20, 2008)
Monday, October 20, 2008
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Pieces
Walked into the middle of the sentence all confused
what were you saying about who doing what now
Woke up yesterday to my life all bewildered
What was I telling myself, the lies, the life
Sitting here today, I feel betrayed and unsure
Trying to find a good hand in the cards i've been dealt
go fish rules aren't the same for poker
Living in a dream that I thought could be real
Finding out that not all dreams are meant to come true
Be careful what you wish for
Sometimes I wonder what I could have done
And immediately know the answer
to bad it's today and not yesterday
Move forward
Walked into the middle of the sentence all confused
what were you saying about who doing what now
Woke up yesterday to my life all bewildered
What was I telling myself, the lies, the life
Never knew how much somethings meant to me, awake
Forgot how to feel, what it's like to feel
My heart is baracaded in behind an enigma
Give someone a pass to go in and be my knight and shining armour
The tower is too tall and my hair isn't long enough
Wait for the fight, the effort to get in...
Sometimes a wish is simply a wish
Sometimes a dream is only a dream
Sometimes reality is just what is real
Keep dreaming
Walked into the middle of the sentence all confused
what were you saying about who doing what now
Woke up yesterday to my life all bewildered
What was I telling myself, the lies, the life
Never get past myself, Never got past myself
Forever feeling alive (and alone) all at once
Like being forever awake but tired all the time
Mistakes made haunt my newly awakened conscience
The heart and soul come out of a haze
Better sooner than later but should have been sooner
Fall into the deep hole and not to come out again
Come out to find the world changed, I'm changed
The sun and breeze never felt so good on my face
Pick up the pieces and move on
Walked into the middle of the sentence all confused
what were you saying about who doing what now
Woke up yesterday to my life all bewildered
What was I telling myself, the lies, the life
Pick up the pieces and move on
(nothing is for not)
(written October 18, 2008)
what were you saying about who doing what now
Woke up yesterday to my life all bewildered
What was I telling myself, the lies, the life
Sitting here today, I feel betrayed and unsure
Trying to find a good hand in the cards i've been dealt
go fish rules aren't the same for poker
Living in a dream that I thought could be real
Finding out that not all dreams are meant to come true
Be careful what you wish for
Sometimes I wonder what I could have done
And immediately know the answer
to bad it's today and not yesterday
Move forward
Walked into the middle of the sentence all confused
what were you saying about who doing what now
Woke up yesterday to my life all bewildered
What was I telling myself, the lies, the life
Never knew how much somethings meant to me, awake
Forgot how to feel, what it's like to feel
My heart is baracaded in behind an enigma
Give someone a pass to go in and be my knight and shining armour
The tower is too tall and my hair isn't long enough
Wait for the fight, the effort to get in...
Sometimes a wish is simply a wish
Sometimes a dream is only a dream
Sometimes reality is just what is real
Keep dreaming
Walked into the middle of the sentence all confused
what were you saying about who doing what now
Woke up yesterday to my life all bewildered
What was I telling myself, the lies, the life
Never get past myself, Never got past myself
Forever feeling alive (and alone) all at once
Like being forever awake but tired all the time
Mistakes made haunt my newly awakened conscience
The heart and soul come out of a haze
Better sooner than later but should have been sooner
Fall into the deep hole and not to come out again
Come out to find the world changed, I'm changed
The sun and breeze never felt so good on my face
Pick up the pieces and move on
Walked into the middle of the sentence all confused
what were you saying about who doing what now
Woke up yesterday to my life all bewildered
What was I telling myself, the lies, the life
Pick up the pieces and move on
(nothing is for not)
(written October 18, 2008)
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