Time Slowly

Time moves at such different speeds. Over the last little bit, it's been quickly moving by slowly. So much happening all at once but taking it's time.

Matters of the heart

It spills over empty and nauseous
Nothing is left inside to hide or to conceal
Over and over again, purging everything
Letting the water run through me, through my pores, through my eyes

Something gave, like a dam, it broke
Breathing helps calm it down
Don't know what gave
Don't know what to say
Something broke down and I'm left wading in the water, eye level

Drag me back out and breath air in me
Drag me out and wake me up from this
My heart cries out "I want more!"
I soothe "in time, in time"
What needs to be done... What fears must be faced...
What walls need to be torn down and dismantled
What work needs to be done before I can be free