Sinking smile

Fret not my little heart
It is time to listen
Family is important
But so is happiness
My hopes rely on e-mail
The waiting game follows
Soon I will know
My little heart
There is hope

Pheonix

Take a deep sigh and see through those beautiful eyes
The burnt landscape that was and the new growth
Take in the beauty of the full greens and stark blues
Transformation has taken hold and time to let go
Those embers and ashes have given way a new life

Figuring misconceptions

Look at the numbers
Hang your head low in shame
Where did I go so wrong?
How can I come above again?

Look at the numbers
Think back to the past
All those misspent days
How can I come above again?

Youth and beauty and fun
All misconceptions that end
Sooner or later
You are faced with the fates

Youth and beauty and fun
Something I possess more
Only because I realize it
Not so much fun when you know

Something happens over the years
Responsabilities increase
Get better jobs, obtain more stuff
But the bottom line stays the same

Something happens over the years
You grow up and realize the misspent youth
You grow up and realize the misconceptions
You grow up and realize all these nothings

You sigh, you move on, and figure shit out