In my stomach lies a pit of guilt that I can do without
No rationalization, no twist of words can change it
What have I done
Trying to find the words to release me from this pain
Nothing is ever as simple as it seems
I was trapped under a cage that had no door
What could I have done
Broken free now into the unsettling reality
Love with all my heart my little boy
The trapped feeling lingers on
What can be done
Redesign the parameters with a new mindset
I will not let myself or my boy down
Someway, somehow, I will make this right
This is what will be done
Little voices tease, plot and plan to right the wrong
The tears swell up under the negative assumption
That this is the way that it will be, I will not be free
Whispers say nothing can be done
I believe in a world of positive possibilities
Belief can only get you so far in this world
Actions speak louder than words, cornered
Done and hiding away
Breath in, breath out the simple meditation of today
Have hope, have faith, the highest good will prevail
Give my heart the strength to overcome
I am done being beaten now
