Monday, July 20, 2009

Running Blind

Sometimes you feel yourself crashing inside, not wanting to reveal what it hides.
Something you know and believe struggles to be heard.
Give it time, give it a place and all will be revealed....



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So unsure of how things are going. I can feel myself preparing for the uncertain. I have known it's been coming for a while now. I can feel myself pulling away, inward, towards implosion. It's not a pleasant feeling of anxiety. Can only keep trying and waiting. I have a "plan"... funny thing about plans is that they are contingent. May what happens be... be good. It's a matter of perspective of course but time to move on with my life path to goodness knows where moving my successes forward with a great deal of positivity and blessings. So many sayings come to mind.... the best is "everything happens for a reason" and "play it by ear". hehe