Publishing itch

Dreams linked together
Let's start again this time forever
Ideas float around and fears take hold
Do not stop this time around, full swing
Remind myself
I got the brains, the smarts and the know how
Just have to come up with something that works
Interests spread all over and forgotten
Something will stand out on the page
Get the words out, written down
Tidy it up to make it succinct
Stories to be told and shared on paper
Fingers itch to get into the swing of things
Dreams to be made true
Got to start somewhere in this adventure
Today is a good point
Let's go

Ready to live

Feeling fancy and free, a new lease on life
Have the energy again to take on anything
A plan starts to form in my mind's eye
Yes, anything is possible
With hard work and dedication
Sending out good vibes into the world
I will be rewarded and be happy
My life is my own to do what I will
Setting up the right blocks to make it happen
Make it happen....
In time it will be the right time to move
In time it will be the right time to change
In time it will be the right time to make it happen
Every experience is a teacher
Lessons learned are all perspective, subjective yet objective
Take the information to build on better decisions
It will all come out in the end
Have faith in myself, my heart
I do know what I am doing
Feel strong in myself, love myself
I have more strength than self-credit
Believe in myself and it will come true
Be realistic in myself to work on things too
My true heart smiles at the future
It is open to the world
Ready for experiences
Ready to live

Overcoming light

Weaving through the forest, fast escape through the shadows
As fast as I run, as fast as they catch up to me
Slow down and they consume me
Speed up and I lose breath
No matter what I can't breath
They overcome me

In the darkness I search for the light I once knew
It is here somewhere, I swear
Almost frantic, I calm down my nerves
Breath in and out, it consumes me
No matter what it, trapped
It overcomes me

Something so simple, desired and wanted
It is also the very death of dreams
Focus on one thing so so long
Keep running for the mountains
The trees scratch at me
They want to stop me
They want to overcome me

Never have I felt so conflicted, strong yet want to break down
The feelings inside want out and yet want to hide
So much turmoil and pain to wander through
In the shadows, the light is missing inside of me
It sits still, waiting and waiting for the right time
The light deigns to shine (at the right time)
It wants to overcome all

The empty shell that is slowly becoming me again
My soul runs to catch up to it and become one
Weaving fast through the forest of turmoil
The light follows my soul to find me
It will be embraced and welcomed
My path will be restored
It will overcome

My path has been decided and redecided in my dreams long ago
The dreams are murky and giving conflicting information
Logic left me alone, it knows something I want to deny
My heart follows one line and my gut the other
What to do believe, what to follow
It will not be safe for a while
Things will be figured out
It will all be overcame