Looking for strings to pull the answers out of the air
Nothing but dust falls into my hair
Into the tangled webs we weave
Inside my heart turns to mush
Feel the pull, feel the push
The stars swim above my head
But I can only see red
Hot and pulsing it flows through
The anger and frustration within
Feeling as though I will never win
Singing songs of bliss and joy
Singing songs of misery and pain
Singing songs of memories
Songs of hope
Into the haze I pull through my day
Feels like I lost most of my way
Seven months have since disappeared
Look back and see a shadow of me
Look at how different I can be
The road is long and tiresome
This is only a sign of things to come
Breaking hearts, ignoring my own
Keep the focus away,
Just for another day