Wide awake and staring at the wall
Emotion churning inside
Unsure how to sort it out
Such foreign and unknown feeling
So I lay here staring at the wall
Wondering, hurting and confused
How do I deal with this?
How do I not hurt if I keep things unsaid?
Staring at the wall, waiting for peace to kick in
Not used to this emotional overload
To feel the pins and needles of words unsaid
I go crazy trying to tell my body that it's nothing, it's all okay
But it doesn't let go, It doesn't know how to
I'm a prisoner. I wait for relief.
