Twisted explosion ready to erupt
insanity craves and crawls through my veins
looking for a way out, that vent to the world
then boom!
Gas leaks into the ether, everything unclear
skies grey and glaze over as the fire engulfs
fully and surely sucked in grinning blissfully
they call my name to unhearing ears
dig deeply to find me in my straightjacket
jokers wild i laugh smoke from my lungs
then smile (manically)
Subdued and misunderstood i slink into lethargy
seems surreal the days pass to weeks to months
the end comes eventualy painless, blissfully
like blood flowing from my wrists uncut
my heart sings heavy sorrows of torment
the real pain hidden like skeletons
deep inthe basement the gatekeeper wanders
then i burst (into flames)
Surrender to today with past's murder rap
unsing heros come forward to hear the praise
it all comes to an end in the future
outlets sought never truly aspired
i reach out again blindly and retract quickly
open my eyes i reach again to find nothing
and cry (silently)
