Laying awake, staring into space
I try to sleep on one side, then the other
In my head many thoughts stir at once
not sure which ones to deal with first or last
the past is not the concern tonight
no real concern tonight
thinking about projects, waht to do this week
how things could pan out and possible plans
nothing about emotions or burdens
tonight i lay here with my kitties
play laser pointer and cuddle with my loves
although i have to work in the morning, i'm calm
it's all okay, it willl all work out... one way or another
life is so funny sometimes with its tangents and opportunities
all you can do is have a vague idea of waht you want to do
where you want to go, who you will be around
and yet, you could be wrong about everything you think or want
life is a mixed bag of anything and yet bottomless
it's all so beautiful, wonderful, and almost tangible
and i'm still awake but at least chatting with a friend
i'm still here thinking about nonesense
at the same time, it is nice to think light and fluffy
so serious all the time with projects, job thoughts, moving plans, etc
this week i have no classes and time to tackle such issues
i reflect on this weekend and feel good about:
laundry done, rack of clean dishes, clean counter and stovetop, and an assignment to a draft, and more plans to make for the week
enough senseless, enjoyable rambling, time to think about sleep again.
