Today should have been more special
instead i fucked that up
in every recovery there is possibility for relapse
in my recovery there were relapses
lessons have been learned and relearned
Today should have marked something great
and it still does in a small way
I still want to fight and continue
A promise made is a promise kept
too bad i didn't keep it to the fullest extent
Today marks my continued devotion and strength
Damnit, the better of me will win yet
Just for Today (and future days)
Not ready to restart the clock yet
Here's to six months on the road to recovery
